broken_melody00's Journal

1st gloriuos entry
Im back Bizzznitches ~ ADD me to ur friends list ! YEa so my mom FOR SUM UNGODLY RESSON keept getting on my old live journal so i erased it . SOO sad . BLEEDINMASKARA u will be missed . ALL those memories of my good for nuthing life And ramblings on & on & on About sweet nuthings GONE. ... AWHhhhhhh . Im mainly getting this new sn jsut to repley to other ppl's live journals and not have to respond to the " PLEASE CONFERM U ARE A HUMAN BELOW " thing THAT i ALWAYZ fail at......... THEY must noe . CRAP. YES SOO ONLY 2 days in this Hellish slavory known as school THis week Then BREAK ! im excited about all the sleeping in time and time free for ashley ...... BUt the family part shall be heard . I hate tryin to hardest to socailize LIKE A NORMAL person with my adopted family and i will miss my real fam ever soo much . I just really wanna see my dad thats all . And muster up the strength to cover up my depression around him . He thinks im doing so well and is so happy that im " in a stable family " BUT I SECRETLY HATE IT . i hate it with such a passion . Im ever soo bord . I have wayyyy to much time on my hands TIme to think . and karah and thinking is bad No telling where my mind will go Untill its lost And yep it sure is lost . Im seriously Jetting for the border of the holidays ... WHO"S COMMIN WITH ME MAN !?!?!??!?!??!?!?!??!?!!

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